the yellow rose

i was wrong to trust u

i was wrong to believe in u

hard to breath

weird to touch

think too much

u make fun on me like i've fleas

u calmly sit there & try to look sooo cool

pretending dat u care

stay by my side for ur modus operand

u ate the yellow rose

i thought i had one yellow rose

which has been planted bout 7 yrs ago

but it turns out, & makes me feel like a fool

is this what the yellow rose for??

no words cud i use to help me explain

b'coz if it is

i wud rather not hav one..

& i wish i had known..

juz remains in the past...

the yellow rose that has been eaten by u..

will never grow agaiinnnn...

& its enuf to say..

this is the end..

prevention is better than cure

ada aku kisah??kisah sebenarnya..

seems like i feel soooo 'menyampah' rite now..
ok..i juz read comments between 'him' & his gurl...
that gurl has been hanging out with her friends till 2 a.m...
which he absolutely hate when gurlz love to do such thing (like me)
i was wonderin'...
and alwayz think too much 'bout it..
why..why...why..
he always looooook for a perfect gurl to be with him??
yaayyy...
..can't deny that every single person in this whole wide world (ok..ayat essay kejap) eager to have someone that are perfect enough to be with her/him..
..and that kind of words..
makes me feel..
ouch..!!!!yuk's..!!!meluat..!!!menyampah..!!!
i just remembered a quote that says,

Jangan mengharap wanita semulia Saidatina Fatimah Az-Zahra' Andai peribadimu tidak sehebat Saidina Ali Karamallahu Wajhah

haa kau..hambek sejibikk..
hati saya betul2x terasa bahang..menggelegak..blurp blurp blurp..
does it coz of drought condition of peninsular malaysia that makes me feel soooo hot..??(lagu wonder girls kejap lak)
or my TSH hormone that appear to be increasing at a growing velocity??

hurm..watever..
he is what he is..
someone that want his partner to be extremely loyal to him..(isteri solehah kononnye)
someone that can't bear to have missed even a single word out of his mouth i think..
frustrated...but later on i feel very lucky..
as long as God gives me another chance to find my soulmate..
that accept me the way i am..
people says,

apa yang kita rasakan baik untuk kita x semestinya baik... walhal ia sebenarnya tidak baik untuk kita.. sesungguhnya Allah itu kan Maha Mengetahui

apa sebenarnya yg ku cuba katakan.
entahlah....

sweet of mine..who knows that this girl can be so-called-super-saiya???