happy eid mubarak to all muslims..
and not forgotten..to him...of coz..SMZ..
as long as the 1st Syawal lies on his 24th birhday..
a reminiscence..juz a reminiscence..
coz he used to be
'somebody'..
am still remember the 22th b'day of him..
still, his b'day is far more newsworthy than the other crap
da moment when i'm not able to celebrate out his birthday..
da moment when i'm not strong enuf to wished him..
i cant deny myself...coz i still deeply stuck over him..
(on that time larr)
i cant bear to think of losing him..
10 Sept 2008...
i was doing my industrial training on that time..
as i reached the office @ 730 am..
and..i'm start to think 'bout him..
oh gosh..
i called my mum..telling her bout it..
"mak..hari ni birthday syed .."
and starts crying..
ciwek na ko aida.
while am not finished my study yet..he brokes me up..
which was so-called the worst thing happened in ma life..
i've to struggle by my own self...
2 1/2 years up and down relationship with the one i love most..
all the pathetic advices from frenz and families were ignored juz like that..
juz b'coz of my heart that full of his name..
(oh sgt poyo ok)
i was wonderin'..
nape sume awek2 dia cun2 ha?
(ko nak kate ko pun cun la kan, aida?)
and now..
almost 3 years..he left me behind..
to be with someone that he loved..after me..
i was able to move on...
here...in pt raja..a place where i get to noe him..
though he was not UTHM student as well...
i was consider nothing that was right in front of me and i've had my own heartbroken..
pretty bad enuf to be filled again..
and now...i juz hold to this quote
"jodoh itu rahsia Allah"
and he's not precious enuf to be with me...
and again..to all muslims..
salam aidilfitri buat semua yg beragama Islam..
